I know Where to go

I found it's hard to get rid of something on the carpet when I was vacuuming. So is my heart, I thought then. No matter how hard I try, it seems impossible to forget something, most of which are sad. happniess comes quick, and goes quicker. however, sadness is opposite.

suddenly, I want to write something down, but I was thinking in Chinese. it's difficult for me to express the original meaning by translating it. so, okay, give up. I am getting easier to say give up these days. am I become weaker, or is it an excuse? I hate myself sometimes. I thought it's the life I'm expecting. ironically, it's even opposite at times.

posted by Jamie @ 5/10/2006 04:04:00 p.m.