feel light
you can feel the sun more if you stand higher.
FEEL LIGHT
feel light
what is light?
I can see and feel it, but can't touch or capture it.
I can see diffierent colors of it, but actually they are the same thing.
light is changing and unchanging all the time.
it is weird.
it is witch.
it is light.
five days
Five days again.
The Internet is fluctuating today, but it doesn’t annoy me at all. I don’t know why, and I guess it should be dismissed, isn’t it?
Anyway, the life these days are not so bad. I work for 7 hours everyday. Wake at 7am, which is a little hard for me; wait for the 7:46’s bus; check in before 8:30; have lunch at 12 – 12:30; check out at 3:45; take bus home; search and read info about photograph after dinner; and try to decide which DC to buy. It’s not so bad, but a little... I don’t know.
The weather here is a little strange. It is cold even sunshine is on you, just as Scott said, “Never trust the sunshine!”
listening
it was my first working day yesterday. I'm much tireder and slept on the bus.
am I trying to write to remember, or to forget?
I prefer to writing when I am unhappy or bothered by something. it is really a good way to reduce distress, bad mood, or pressure, at least for me.
I don't like to talk too much about my thinking and feelings with others, even with my best friends. Maybe I am a listener rather than a talker.
I have earned 1/3 for my camera!
time & money
it's windy today and I felt a little helpless and weak.
I don't know why there is no chance for me to try IELTS after I finally made the desicion, which I have changed my mind again and again. maybe it is called destiny. all right, never mind, who cares. three weeks more. four thousand more.
I began to spend money that is over of my budget before I can earn because I will start to work on campus next Monday. Actually, I never budget or make a spending plan, and seldom make a conclusion or something like that for my disburse in a certain time. after I have enough money, the first thing I want to buy is a digital camera, then I'll buy a lot food I like, such as yogurt, fruits, ice-cream, sushi, and other things. just a minute, I'm afraid that the fridge at dorm may not be big enough for me put all these stuff. Haha, it doesn't matter. I guess it should not be a good reason for me not to go shopping. the other important thing is preparing gifts for my relatives and friends. mentioning them, I'm not sure when I'm going to be back home. maybe in christmas, or, next year. my friends keep asking when I will come back and I just palter with them. sometimes I'm afraid I don't want to go back to Canada after staying at home for a certain time.
fake it!
I have never felt so distressed and frustrated than before. I had almost decided not to take the IELTS. I may have to change my mind and need to think about this serious problem again after telling my decision to my mom. She encouraged me a lot and said, “Why not just have a try?”
I felt pressure around me when I was considering whether I should take the IELTS or not. Maybe it is because I think too much. Now, I am wondering maybe I was just trying to find an excuse of being lazy! Instead of thinking of taking the test or not, the only problem should be whether I am able to challenge myself.
Fake it until you make it.
a good day
My English will step backwards if I do not continue writing. I don’t want to take IELTS coz Scott estimated my speaking score would be about 5 when I talked with him about IELTS. I felt somewhat disappointed and did not want to have a try any more. Maybe it is necessary for me to take three more months to learn English. The only thing makes me unhappy is that it is kind of wasting, not only money, but, more importantly, my time.
Today, I hanged out with my friends. It was a nice day to have a walk out. The sun shines and I felt warm and even a little hot at noon. We went to have brunch at Chinatown and played games. What’s more, I learned how to play snooker. I did not how to play it and acted badly initially. However, my skills improved a lot with the help of my friends, who were really kind and patient. We wanted to watch Ice Age 2 at 3 pm, but Tom had to work at 5 pm. Never mind, we did have a good time without the movie.
I feel a yen for learning photography!
LifeGem®
This diamond is created from the carbon of people. It is uesd for remembering your loved one who has gone. I was shocked when I first saw it. it is beautiful, and the company is creative. then, I decided to publish it.
Just as LifeGem says:
"If you desire an everlasting connection to the one you have lost, the LifeGem® is right for you. Each LifeGem®, as a celebration of life, tells a unique story and represents a new beginning. With the closeness offered only by a LifeGem®, you will have your loved one with you and in your life at all times. And of course, as the LifeGem® is a one-of-a-kind diamond, it will be a treasured heirloom in your family for generations to come.
With a LifeGem®, rest assured that you have the most exquisite memorial available."
but I'm afriad if you lost it, you would be more sad.
Here is LifeGem's website:
http://www.lifegem.com/
This diamond is created from the carbon of people. It is uesd for remembering your loved one who has gone. I was shocked when I first saw it. it is beautiful, and the company is creative. then, I decided to publish it.