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I'm not very myself these days.I do not want to do any homework. I left my golves downstairs. I was to bring my comb downstairs when leaving home. I left my book at home, though I checked my bag last night. I wore my cap today, and I saw few did. It was not so cold this afternoon, but I still did not want to put my hat off. I was trying to hide, trying to escape from something. but, I don't know what this something is, I can only feel it - a very strange feeling. also, I'm sometimes pretending to be happy and having no worries.
I should have write this in my MSN space, but I do not want lots of people to know my weakness. especially my classmates, they think you are a good student and you should have nothing to be worried about. it's not true. I am the same as you are - a people with motions.
I wanno cry, but there is no tear. I don't know how to describe this feeling.
maybe, just because I'm a little tired. I think I will be better if I write my feelings down. it is my period to be down. I'm wondering how long it will last and whether it will end or not.
PS: after I color it, I feel better, not only the blog, but also myself.
posted by Jamie @ 3/13/2006 08:35:00 p.m.
1 Comments:
Jamie, everyone has moments or times when they are not doing as well as they would like to do. Don't panic about this, you've just done a lot of work and you just need to take a break and you'll be yourself soon. As far as showing your weakness, it is a time to find out who your friends are.
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