if
My,
if you are leaving, please tell me and say goodbye.
otherwise, the story has no end.
if you are going somewhere cold, please wear warm.
otherwise, you'll get a cold and sneeze.
if you are going somewhere hot, please keep cool.
otherwise, you'll get ill.
if you are going somewhere dark, please don't be afraid.
otherwise, you'll never reach the light.
close your eyes, I'll be in your dreams.
extend your arms, I'll be holding you.
take a deep breath, I'll fresh your mind.
listen to the breeze, I'll send my wishes to you.
please remember, I will be with you, anywhere.
if you are going somewhere new, please learn to like it.
otherwise, you'll never discover the true color of your life.
if you are going somewhere fantastic, please don't be happy.
otherwise, you'll cry getting there.
if you meet someone, please smile to them.
otherwise, nobody will smile to you.
if you meet someone, please know them before talking about them.
otherwise, you'll regret it.
Sincerely,
JZ
Random
Do you know how long FOREVER is?
The only thing you should do is to do nothing.
I should go my own paths, or, follow someone’s?
Where am I going to?
To where, I am going to?
In dreams, I felt someone, leading me.
“Where are we going?” I asked.
He said nothing, “just be with me”, and I felt it.
I don’t want to go hell, nor heaven.
I just want to peace.
Peace. Peace? Peace!
I do not know what exactly I want.
Alone, is someone’s party.
Party, is others’ aloneness.
P.S.
I'm not trying to make it look longer. they jumped out of my brain, so i wrote them down piece by piece.
well, it seems the legth is long enough, but not the words. ok, I'll add something more about this week. actually, there's nothing to highlight. wait, it is Pat's birthday today, isn't it? Happy birthday, Pat. I just finished my book for the ORP two days ago, and the book said the Real People in Austraila celebrate their birthdays for progress, but not for one year older. and I think it is reasonable. I remebered my birthday: cakes, songs, delicious dishes, flowers, and some encouragement or wishes from my parents, like "you are one year older, so you should learn more and be much cleverer". However, I did not remeber whether they said something about my progress, probably not. i don't know what to end...
NEVER MIND.
hear my voice
A song tells me that I should tell everyone I love you.
Don’t worry.
Be happy.
I’m happy.
He has mobile phone and MSN, but I know neither.
He is humour and always makes me laugh.
He is knowledgeable and always teaches me a lot.
He began to love taking photographs when he was still young.
He travels a lot and has met diverse people.
He likes making jokes, but he is always the first person who laughs.
I smile when I think of you.
I think of you more when I smile.
You are in everywhere of my mind.
You colour my life, even though I know you do not and will not love me.
You are the very first person I love, could be the last.
In his eye, I may be no more than a kid.
In his eye, I may be just one passer by in his life.
In his eye, I may be no more than a kid.
In his eye, I’m not beautiful enough to attract him to pick his camera to take a picture.
I still remembered your funny “Excuse me” when sneezed.
I still remebered the first time you taught me to skate.
I still remebered you said Hi to me before I knew you.
He loves hockey, A&W, and thereby, he said.
I only like the last one.
Still,
I love you.
Don't worry.
I'm fine.
Don't worry.
I'll be fine.
Don't worry.
I just want to tell you - I love you.
I know, it is the only thing I can do.
I'm happy.
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I'm not very myself these days.I do not want to do any homework. I left my golves downstairs. I was to bring my comb downstairs when leaving home. I left my book at home, though I checked my bag last night. I wore my cap today, and I saw few did. It was not so cold this afternoon, but I still did not want to put my hat off. I was trying to hide, trying to escape from something. but, I don't know what this something is, I can only feel it - a very strange feeling. also, I'm sometimes pretending to be happy and having no worries.I should have write this in my MSN space, but I do not want lots of people to know my weakness. especially my classmates, they think you are a good student and you should have nothing to be worried about. it's not true. I am the same as you are - a people with motions.I wanno cry, but there is no tear. I don't know how to describe this feeling.maybe, just because I'm a little tired. I think I will be better if I write my feelings down. it is my period to be down. I'm wondering how long it will last and whether it will end or not.PS: after I color it, I feel better, not only the blog, but also myself.
a nice weekend!
haha, here comes a nice weekend! not because it is a long weekend, it is a weekend without homework! I'm gonna shopping in half an hour. hmm, it has been at least 1.5 months that i haven't go shopping. actually, I don't really like shopping very much coz it spends me time and money, but I don't want to stay at home all the time. I just want to go out and breath some fresh air! well, I'm going to buy a squash racket and short pant for palying squash at spot check in maket mall. even though it is showing outside, I'm excited to buy them as soon as possible so that I can play squash without renting racket.
I went to play squash this Friday, but we only played no more than 40 minutes, of which I spent two thirds warming up. there were too many people want to play squash, puls, it was weekend.
squash
I went to play
squash yesterday afternoon with Amy. It was my first time to play squash. the fuuny thing was that I played a ball so high that it stayed on the top of a light, and it was new! Well, well, I had to buy another one.
we played for one hour, and I feel so tired. I seldom do
sports in campus, and I never went to gym. What a pity! From now on, I decide to do more sports and make myself more energetic. I till remebered that my teachers in China always said I was a quiet girl and I should be more
energetic. haha, it seems they are right.
there are lots of stuff to prepare for next test-week. I'm a little worried about the class essay Next Monday just because I'm not
confident with myself. it is more important to have self-confidence in western countries than in China. sometimes, your confidence would be considered as being proud in China as China is a country that does not want to show itself very much. By contrast, western countries regard individual as the most important.
Different culture determine different characters.
